little lentil is due tomorrow, october 7th, the day we have been quoting for months now. and there doesn't seem to be any sign of her grand entrance (although that really means nothing, as far as babies go...). max comes home in three days. so there is a bit of anxiety bouncing around. will she be here by then? will she come while he's here? or will she be a stubborn little one and wait until after he's been here? who knows?! it's been a huge lesson in trusting jesus. only HE knows when her time will be. and he has great plans for her and for us, so really, all we need to do is trust him. he will take care of us through this. he knows what is best for each one of us involved. but it can be hard to not wonder, not think that every little cramp could be the onset of labor! ha! i am running out of things to do around the house. i have cleaned the basement, my room, all of her little things. i have baked many goodies, made foods that are frozen away for fast meals. i am running out of ideas here. but at the same time, it's been a really enjoyable week and a half...it's my vacation time. and once the little one arrives, i won't get time like this for a very, very long time. so i am enjoying it, soaking it in, relaxing, reading books, watching movies, taking walks. it's been good for me. and i know i will appreciate this time once she arrives! so i will keep "vacationing" and keep anxiously awaiting her arrival!!